Honestly, my bf and I have like these little so called arguments and such

and like I feel bad afterward. Things might not go the way we want it too.. but I don't know

relationships are up & down at times. For me I'm the type of person who really doesn't show

much affection towards someone, even if that person is the one I love.. I have my own ways

of showing that, but my bf can be a bit on the demanding type. This is basically how I am, if I were to be with him hanging out somewhere or at his place to chill.. I would probably like
walk up behind him and hug him or cling on to him, if we were at the mall or somewhere I'll wrap arms around with him.. it's that sort of ways I tend to show my affection towards someone.. but to him verbally is what he wants more, which I'm really a quiet type, who doesn't talk much really unless the other person talks first to me or asks me something.

Other than that, I'm sort of the conservative sort ~ can't help it that's just the way I am. He told me that he loves me for who I am already, but I can still see he wants me to change a bit in a way ~

enough of me blabbing away like this.. I'll try to find a way to calm this problem down for now and try to spend this Thanksgiving with everyone peacefully ♥